Deconstructing Consciousness and the Awareness Process Part 2 – An Authentic Journey to Wholeness as “Nothing” through Awareness

Our current predicament as a species is that we think we know ourselves and yet we do not know who we are really. In fact as we think we know ourselves we really know very little about who and what we are. Yet there is an aspect of ourselves that is aware and knows everything. In fact it knows everything without having to think, it just knows. This is our true self as nothing. In fact our essence as nothing is the silent witness of every experience we have ever had in our physical material reality, and it our essence as nothing that remembers everything in every moment of our experiences because in the present moment there is no time or space there is nothing.

Now the difference between our self as nothing and our ego is the ego has to think to attempt to understand, while our essence as nothing knows. Our essence as nothing knows because it is a witness to all our life experiences; whereas the ego’s focus is attached to and determined by our outer world and what others are doing in it.

For example when we approach a question through the process of thinking we can only answer through thinking and we must enlist the ego to accomplish this task. This is how we shut out our true self as nothing, and this is how our essence remains obscured from our ego self through the thinking process therefore, if we insist on attempting to gain information only through the process of thinking our essence will always elude us. Yet the moment we accept the fact that the ego is unreliable and that thinking has it’s limitations, and then we come to realize that the mind as a tool has limitations only then will we allow our essence as nothing which is all knowing and wisdom to give us answers to our deepest questions, it is only when we understand the limitations of our thinking mind, that we open ourselves to access the inner wisdom and knowledge beyond the mind thought and thought process which are not ours, but that we use as a tool to support us to navigate our physical material world.

Asking all life’s questions from our eternal state of nothing through awareness allows us to access insight, intuition, inspiration and revelations to spontaneously enter our everyday life experience. It allows us to enter the place of knowing without knowing why, because during the awareness journey we are going to be accessing experiences that we had before we learned formulate words, that is those experiences that occurred before we had a grasp of mental language. Therefore many of these feelings vibrational or sensations. They are” knowings”, they are energies in motion . These are vibrational experiences that happened in the womb and shortly after we were birthed into this world.

Therefore it is important to know that if we insist on having to know why to accept what we know as true and real for us, then we will not allow our essence as nothing to enter our experience through awareness in order to activate our early vibrational memories so that their negative impact on our present life experience can be neutralized.

By the time we enter adult life what occurs unbeknownst to most of humanity is a complete inihilation or separation between our natural state of being as nothing and this foreign entity we have become through our manufactured identity, whereby severing all ties to our essence as nothing by the onset of adulthood, we experience an unconscious emotional death, due to, an energetic barrier created between to our authentic self as nothing, and our manufactured self cultured by society and this causes an emotional death.

There is a emotional cycle that exists that we each go through from our vibrational state from inception through our early years, it is not important at this point to discern the evidence of a cycle in our own life experience. We all can remember the major traumatic imprinting that has shaped our earliest experiences of life . It is these imprints that we must begin detaching our attention from the surface events in our life and become increasingly conscious of the emotional undercurrent that runs through these memories that bind us to our past and create our future, in order to dissolve any hold on us that keep us bound to our individuated prison matrix of time and space and we do this through the awareness process.

You see our essence as nothing that is within each of us had to die to it’s spontaneous natural state of being, when we took on the manufactured identity imprinted by our culture creators. However now more than ever it up to each of us to break through our self created prison bars of our manufactured adult identities in order to be free to return to our true self as nothing, and unfortunately this will only happen by a conscious journey into the dynamics of our emotional content that we will come to a better understanding of why the same patterns that keep repeating themselves over and over again in our lives is why we never break free from our self imposed prisons of time and space in the material world.

It is the un-integrated emotional content of our life experiences that constantly repeats and causes us to manifest physical and mental imbalances. Once we realize that we are recreating the emotional resonances of our imprinting from childhood, that we will have taken the first step of awakening, ourselves from our self imposed nightmare.

The awareness process teaches us to see beneath the physical surface of our physical material reality in order to reveal to us the true nature of the physical world’s illusory sleight of hand. This will be accomplished by using the mind that exists within the centre of our heart that eludes most of humanity in order to see beyond the physical allowing each of us to see the emotional content of our lives.


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