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Deconstructing Consciousness and the Awareness Process Part 2 – An Authentic Journey to Wholeness as “Nothing” through Awareness

Our current predicament as a species is that we think we know ourselves and yet we do not know who we are really. In fact as we think we know ourselves we really know very little about who and what we are. Yet there is an aspect of ourselves that is aware and knows everything. In fact it knows everything without having to think, it just knows. This is our true self as nothing. In fact our essence as nothing is the silent witness of every experience we have ever had in our physical material reality, and it our essence as nothing that remembers everything in every moment of our experiences because in the present moment there is no time or space there is nothing.

Now the difference between our self as nothing and our ego is the ego has to think to attempt to understand, while our essence as nothing knows. Our essence as nothing knows because it is a witness to all our life experiences; whereas the ego’s focus is attached to and determined by our outer world and what others are doing in it.

For example when we approach a question through the process of thinking we can only answer through thinking and we must enlist the ego to accomplish this task. This is how we shut out our true self as nothing, and this is how our essence remains obscured from our ego self through the thinking process therefore, if we insist on attempting to gain information only through the process of thinking our essence will always elude us. Yet the moment we accept the fact that the ego is unreliable and that thinking has it’s limitations, and then we come to realize that the mind as a tool has limitations only then will we allow our essence as nothing which is all knowing and wisdom to give us answers to our deepest questions, it is only when we understand the limitations of our thinking mind, that we open ourselves to access the inner wisdom and knowledge beyond the mind thought and thought process which are not ours, but that we use as a tool to support us to navigate our physical material world.

Asking all life’s questions from our eternal state of nothing through awareness allows us to access insight, intuition, inspiration and revelations to spontaneously enter our everyday life experience. It allows us to enter the place of knowing without knowing why, because during the awareness journey we are going to be accessing experiences that we had before we learned formulate words, that is those experiences that occurred before we had a grasp of mental language. Therefore many of these feelings vibrational or sensations. They are” knowings”, they are energies in motion . These are vibrational experiences that happened in the womb and shortly after we were birthed into this world.

Therefore it is important to know that if we insist on having to know why to accept what we know as true and real for us, then we will not allow our essence as nothing to enter our experience through awareness in order to activate our early vibrational memories so that their negative impact on our present life experience can be neutralized.

By the time we enter adult life what occurs unbeknownst to most of humanity is a complete inihilation or separation between our natural state of being as nothing and this foreign entity we have become through our manufactured identity, whereby severing all ties to our essence as nothing by the onset of adulthood, we experience an unconscious emotional death, due to, an energetic barrier created between to our authentic self as nothing, and our manufactured self cultured by society and this causes an emotional death.

There is a emotional cycle that exists that we each go through from our vibrational state from inception through our early years, it is not important at this point to discern the evidence of a cycle in our own life experience. We all can remember the major traumatic imprinting that has shaped our earliest experiences of life . It is these imprints that we must begin detaching our attention from the surface events in our life and become increasingly conscious of the emotional undercurrent that runs through these memories that bind us to our past and create our future, in order to dissolve any hold on us that keep us bound to our individuated prison matrix of time and space and we do this through the awareness process.

You see our essence as nothing that is within each of us had to die to it’s spontaneous natural state of being, when we took on the manufactured identity imprinted by our culture creators. However now more than ever it up to each of us to break through our self created prison bars of our manufactured adult identities in order to be free to return to our true self as nothing, and unfortunately this will only happen by a conscious journey into the dynamics of our emotional content that we will come to a better understanding of why the same patterns that keep repeating themselves over and over again in our lives is why we never break free from our self imposed prisons of time and space in the material world.

It is the un-integrated emotional content of our life experiences that constantly repeats and causes us to manifest physical and mental imbalances. Once we realize that we are recreating the emotional resonances of our imprinting from childhood, that we will have taken the first step of awakening, ourselves from our self imposed nightmare.

The awareness process teaches us to see beneath the physical surface of our physical material reality in order to reveal to us the true nature of the physical world’s illusory sleight of hand. This will be accomplished by using the mind that exists within the centre of our heart that eludes most of humanity in order to see beyond the physical allowing each of us to see the emotional content of our lives.


The Awareness Process Part 1 – Being “Nothing” comes through Being in the Present Moment with Awareness

The Awareness process is about coming to know the truth of who we are and embodying that which we are in physical form, it is about releasing our attachments to our manufactured identity so that we may return to a level of awareness so that we may become the witness of our own authentic self. The awareness process is about consciously connecting with that which is constantly present yet eludes most of us because of the concept of time, therefore when we disengage the concept of time and become still in the present moment we feel into the experience of who we are while honouring that which we are through awareness of the present moment.

By entering the Awareness process we are making a commitment to our essence as nothing, whether we realize it or not until our journey is complete. It is a commitment that is made unconditionally because we will not know what the experience of the awareness process is really about until we reach a point of completion. The journey that we embark on throughout the awareness process is essentially a journey through achieving emotional growth while maintaining present moment awareness in the presence of our heart and physical body while maintaining higher mental clarity.

The best part of the awareness process is that it is designed to take us through places within ourselves that we may not be familiar with. Therefore it is inevitable that we will have experiences that feel as if we do not know where we are going or in we do not understand what is happening to us. This is a normal part of the awareness process and this is how it is supposed to happen. It is important to note that the most accelerated moments of personal experiential growth that we go through during the Awareness process will happen in those moments of not knowing, to the extent that it may be hard to explain to someone in our physical material reality what has occurred because of the unique circumstances of our experience will provide a sense of wonder and awe inspiring intimate moments that are beyond words.

This is because the journey is emotional rather than mental. And yet emotional growth may be one of the most challenging accomplishments in this world, because the necessity for it will seldom be supported let alone the concept of emotional growth is really not understood by those in our physical material world. Because we receive very little emotional growth as we move into and through our adult life we live in a world that is emotionally immature, therefore the awareness process is about becoming emotionally mature.
You see when we think about the past, and the future, we enter the mental realm of time and space, and while most of us believe that we occupy our physical bodies we do not. However, as we learn to experience the present moment through physical Awareness in the body, it is an experience that occurs when we learn how to anchor our awareness in our physical body and this is how we transcend time through present moment awareness of our heart and physical body becoming the steward of the mind.

You see the mental realm is not confined to the location of our physical brain. If we are thinking about someone in another country or we are revisiting a memory of the last encounter we had with them, we may assume that we are in our physical body but we are not. We are where our point of attention is and so we are not physically in the present moment. For example something may be unfolding right in front of our eyes, yet we may find ourselves completely oblivious to it while lost in our own thoughts. To be physically present only happens when we bring awareness to where we are in the physical body.

You see the predicament we find ourselves in when we embark initially on the journey of awareness is that we don’t know what it is that we are missing because we cannot remember what it is that we have lost and we cannot find what we have lost, because we are seeking it in the realm of time through the mind by scanning our past and scanning our future when we can only find what we are seeking in the present moment. This creates an insatiable needing and wanting behaviour which creates a sense of emptiness, and because of the unfulfilling life that consumes each of us by our incessant need to participate in a life of doing that is designed and manufactured by our culture creators does not allow us to find peace when we are doing as peace cannot be mechanically installed into our physical material reality. Therefore this incessant doing creates a state of internal unrest which manifests as external physical, mental, and emotional symptoms of pain, suffering and disease. No matter how we distract ourselves, no matter where we run in our attempts to escape our pain or suffering, no matter how distracted we become from our endless doing, real relief eludes each of us yet exists in moment which is just out of reach, and this is how we remain addicted to life as the world turns.

If we take the human heart as an example, the heart only beats in the present moment therefore although our physical body reflects our past experiences and future projections it is 100 percent present in it’s functioning, and when we can experience our physical presence and we feel our heart beating we are truly in the present moment, and when we spend our life in the mental realm that we call “time” we are not even aware that we have a heart, nor are we able to feel or hear it.

Therefore the awareness process starts by assisting us to achieve physical presence in the heart, which supports our ability to begin anchoring our awareness in our physical body, than the next step is to achieve mental clarity and emotional balance. Achieving emotional balance through gaining physical presence in the body and the heart and then mental clarity is the pathway that initiates emotional growth and is a natural way to begin resolving our symptoms of physical and mental imbalance.

The awareness process is about remembering how to feel your essence in physical form, therefore feeling your essence may initially include experiencing suppressed emotional states such as anger, fear, and grief. The Awareness process specializes in assisting us to access our suppressed emotions we would not ordinarily want to acknowledge. Therefore during the process, we deliberately allow this to occur because these suppressed emotions are the unconscious causes of the behaviours and experiences that do not serve us right now. Therefore by accessing and releasing the negative charge from these suppressed emotions, we automatically begin to return to a quality of life experiences that affirms who we truly are and who we are becoming more authentically ourselves as nothing in physical form.